I've always been an arty babe really! Ever since I was small. I'd spend hours endlessly drawing and colouring and would just go into my own little world. Without sounding like Billy bloody elliot, when I draw or paint or do my art, I block everything else out and just go into a free and calm happy place where I don't worry about all of the problems I have. I studied art in high school, chose to study it at A level, and after a few years working your basic boring jobs, I decided to take the plunge and go to university at Staffordshire University to study fine art. I've always loved capturing people, faces, emotions. Expressing how I feel without having to TELL anyone how I feel because (I hope) my art does the talking for me! Most of my work throughout my degree so far has been biographical. In my first year I documented the idea of self.
After a (terrible) mental breakdown, I started to lose some of my hair with stress which was pretty crap in all honesty- but rather than sit and mope I decided to take a negative and turn it into a positive and ultimately I got some pretty decent marks! (Yay!)
Since then I started furiously instagramming (anyone who uses instagram will know how addictive it can be!) And I starred to (and still do) post daily with what I'm upto, updates about how I'm feeling and above all drawings, sketches, paintings and university work.
I've found that since my surgeries and since my complications and symptoms have been worsening it's become almost impossible to not only muster up the energy to do work, but to actual do GOOD work, that I enjoy and that people like. Thankfully I'm easily inspired and tend to do alot of #lanadelrey related posts (ultimate favourite babe) so she's my super muse.
Despite endo and my unruly ovaries I am DETERMINED to do well in my degree and pass with good grades and hopefully go onto peruse something in art therapy- helping others to channel their emotions and feelings into creative art!
This is a fairly short for post for me as I'm so run down and tired! But I wanted to share briefly how much my art means to me!
My instagram can be found by searching 'avelvetcrowbar' and for any enquiries or commissions you can email me at avelvetcrowbar@gmail.com.
Thankyou so much to anyone who has read my posts. I'm desperately searching for my "taking control of your endometriosis" book so I can share some of my thoughts and some helpful tips and ideas with you!
Watch this space!
Sending lots of love and support to all my endosisters and polycysters out there! And to everyone in general! You're all tough super babe's!
💕💋💕
The Endo Artist.
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